Physical Therapy

Today was my first day of PT. I got bend and twisted in all kinds of directions. So basically what it comes down to is that my left ham string is tighter then the right which makes my right glute tighter then the left. Meaning that some of my muscles are stronger then others so the stronger ones are pulling on the weaker ones. Yea it's so pleasent. I guess I'm going to do some electro shock therapy, exercises on a ball, cold packs, stretching and a couple of other things that may or may not happen. He seems nice enough. He know's my Grandma, and he likes her so I think he's cool. It was not so cool when he took his thumbs and like ground them into my muscles, then he asks does that hurt? WHAT DO YOU THINK? It's ok though. He just want's to make me better. I go for my first accual therapy session Monday at 6. I don't know how long this is going to take, but I gotta do what is going to make me better. You know?

It's been one of those lazy days. I just wanted to nap all day long. No idea why. So here I sit in my jeans, sweatshirt and earphones. I find myself listening to a lot of music latley. 3 Doors Down, Switchfoot, The Killer's, Kelly Clarkson, Hoobastank. I don't know why but the lyrics seem to talk to me more now then before.

It was one of those days that your hair does exactly what you want it to, your clothes look great and you have a skinny day. :) I love when things collide on the same day. :) I'm back into my not eating. I will eat and eat and eat for a week and then out of nowhere I just don't want to anymore. I hate this stupid battle. Oh well, it could be worse.

Going Down In Flames

3 Doors Down

Don’t tell me what to think

Cause I don’t care this time

Don’t tell me what to believe

Cause you won’t be there

To catch me when I fall

But you’ll hate me when I’m not here at all

Miss me when I’m gone again, yeah

Don’t tell me how life is

Cause I don’t really want to know

Don’t tell me how this game ends

Cause we’ll just see how it goes

Catch me when I fall

Or you’ll need me when I’m not here at all

Miss me when I’m gone again, yeah

I’m going down in flames

I’m falling into this again, yeah

I’m going down in flames

I’m falling into this again, yeah

Now, I’m all the way down here

I’m falling

I’m all the way down here

I’m falling down again

I’m falling down

I’m falling down

I’m falling down

I’m going down in flames

I’m falling into this again,

I’m going down in flames

I’m falling into this again

Now, I’m all the way down here

I’m falling

All the way

All the way down hereI’m falling down again now

I’m falling down

~Climbing Up~