Chili

So the doctor's office called after I had my x-ray's done. I was told they wouldn't call. I'd talk to the doctor in two weeks when I go back for a follow up. My first instinct is that it's probably nothing, but in the back of my mind I can only remember the day that my dad went in for some simple x-rays and they then called him back and he had to go to the hospital because he had cancer. I don't think I jumped into any conclusions but I can't say that the thought didn't cross my mind. My mom checked my x-rays for me, and she said that they look ok. Big reliefe off my chest.

We talked about a couple of posts that I posted in class today. I feel like one person in our class has closed their minds to mine and several other people's opnions. All I have to say is bring it on, because I will not back down from my beliefes. Age doesn't change your mind, experience does.

I took a friend to the mall yesterday to pick up his engagment ring. I feel good that I could help him out and give him a ride, but at the same time I feel like I did in high school. The last one. I'm the (second) youngest of my core group of friends. I was one of the last to get my permit, then my license. I was one of the last to start dating. I was one of the last to concider any life changing events. (whatever they may be) And I feel like I'm going to be the last one to get married. Worst thing that could happen? I think not. Life goes on. I just hate having it flaunted in my face. Kim is moving in with Lee, Sarah and Andy live together, Ashleigh and Erik have been together forever. There are more then that, I just don't want to list them all. My previous relationship ended, and it's good that it did. I'm now so much happier. I smile every day, I just hate having engagment rings and wedding dresses shoved in my face. I'll talk it out with you. I'll be involved, but don't shove it in my face all the time. Not saying that you all shove it at the same time, or that because I named you you have been or have shoved at all. I want what you people have, right now is just not my time, I guess.

~Clear~