Fallen Through

My plans for the week fell through and my plans for the weekend have also fallen through. I'm really disapointed. Life will go on. There is always hope for next weekend. I guess I've gone from looking forward to this weekend to looking forward to Tuesday. Debbie and I are going to make Chris' suprise. (I almost slipped up and said what it was, glad I caught myself) I guess if I go next weekend I can give it to him myself, much better then sending it. Though I don't know if I should, he has tests. Weighing the pro's and con's. I'm getting to the stage where I'm getting used to not seeing him, don't get me wrong I still miss him. I guess what's one more week?

I've been feeling very complacent latley. Could have something to do with the fact that I've had nothing to do. I'll be glad to get back to school. It will give me something to do. I should probably work on my project that's due next friday. And revise my project for a better grade. That will give me something to do. I just don't feel like it, that's the lazy college kid coming out in me. :) I'll do it scouts honor.

Danny is sitting here acting like he doesn't know how to do his homework, that's getting old. I know he know's what sounds this letter makes and that one. I know he can read better then he is letting on. He likes people to pay attention. So this is how he does it. I don't know or I don't remember. My answer is help him the first couple of times and then make him think about it and do it himself. He's not stupid, he just acts like it sometimes. That get's old fast.

I cant' wait for my mom to get home. Will give me someone to talk to, I've been here alone all day. I need to talk to her about next weekend. I know she has to work, but I can't remember if she has to go to Pittsburgh for a confernce or not. I guess all of this will depend on if I can go or not. I really want to. I need to get out of here for awhile and do something. The key is to find someone to do something with. I'm not sure I'm going to find anyone. I've made several phone calls and no one is around or answering there phone. I want to get out of this house for a couple of hours.

~Thinking~