Heaven?

Oh, thinkin' about our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
That's over now
You keep me comin' back for more

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

And lovin' is all that I need
And I'm finally there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see,
We're in heaven

Oh, once in your life you find someone
Who will turn you all around
Bring you up when you're feeling down
Now nothing can change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

And lovin' is all that I need
And I'm finally there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see,
We're in heaven

I've been waiting for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come around
Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

And lovin' is all that I need
And I'm finally there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see,
We're in heaven

So many bad memories. I heard this song for the first time in a long time tonight. I instantly just started crying. There are so many bad memories that go along with it, so many broken promises. I can usually work through it. Like when they played Immortal at my nieces funeral. I couldn't listen to it for awhile, but eventually I stopped crying everytime I heard it. And now I can listen to it, it makes me think of her, but I don't cry. For some reason this song can't be worked through. A broken promise to my Father. I know your all thinking he's gone, so what? A promise on his death bed. How do you work through that?

~Unsure~