One day and counting

My boyfriend got home from camp yesterday! Yeah how exciting. It's so good to have someone to talk to agian. I'm getting the last few things ready to go to Cincinatti. Making sure I have my toothbrush and enough clothes and all that. Nothing else is really going on at this point. I'm just getting really excited about everything. So I just got off the phone with my sister and everything is still in place. So I guess I'll write.....

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Just an alround crappy day

I've been feel so miserable for the last 2 days. I figured it was just my period. I was right. I haven't really done anything but missed my boyfriend. I burned some books onto cd's, laying around watching t.v. I just don't feel good. I'm so sleepy and nausious and I'm going to have really bad cramps come tomorrow. :'(

Another Little Sister

So I now have another "little sister"! I finally got to meet my little! She is so cute and sweet. Let me tell you a little about her. She is 9 years old, she is going into 4th grade, she is very smart. She lives with her mom. She doesn't have any brothers or sisters or pets. We had a good time today. And July 5th or 6th we are going to go swimming! :) YEAH FUN!!!

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Eat and Park

So I finished painting my room today. It took today, and yesterday, and the day before to get it all finished. I'm so lazy. I went out with a friend today. My little brother went to cooks Forest and drove golf carts and bumper boats and go carts agian. He had a good time. Which gave me some free time to go out and do some things. I went to the bank and to Walmart.

My boyfriend is gone until Saturday. He has gone to counsil at Alleghany. I miss him. We usually talk all day long, and I haven't talked to him at all today. He comes back Saturday and leaves Monday with me. YEAH!!!! I can't wait. And as Tuesday get's closer I get more and more excited. I can't wait to meet her. Ummm......I'm joining Curves tomorrow. That makes me kind of excited too.

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Babysitting

So my boyfriend came by for a quick minute to get somethings he left behind. My original plan for today was to finish painting my room. But my brothers girlfriend called and asked me to babysit. So I'm going to do that. I'll finish painting my room tomorrow. I have 1 wall completley painted and 1/2 of another. So I have 1 and 1/2 walls left to paint. I love the way it looks. Sea Turtle and Lime Smoothie. They work awsome together.

I'm also getting really excited that I'm getting my little in a couple of days and I'm also really excited that I'm leaving for Cincinatti in about a week. My boyfriend and I are going. It's going ot be great to spend a week with him agian. He is going to camp for a week. So when he comes home, he'll be home for a day and a half. And then he'll go with me!!! YEAH!!!! How exciting. It's just sucks that he's going to be gone for a week.

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Peanutbutter Tootsie Rolls

I got the ugly green carpet out of my room. I have 1 of 3 walls sealed. Which makes me happy. I get to see my boyfriend tomorrow. He is going to counsil at camp for a week, starting Sunday. It makes me sad, but we are going to be together for 6 days in cincinatti.

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Dinosaur Stories

So my little brother is reading me a story. And of course he's just now learning to read. So he stops and doesn't know what this word is and such. It wouldn't be so bad if he would try and figure out what the word was now and then.

Anyway, nothing to much else is going on. I'm just sitting here and typing to all of you non-exsistant people. Other than that. I have my big brother's and sister's meeting tomorrow. I will get trained to do certian things in certian situations. Nothing to big or scary. (I don't think so at least.) My boyfriend and I are going to get professional pictures taken together. I think that will be fun I need to set up an appointment, and to pick a place.

And now I'm helping my brother with his vision therapy.

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Car Inspections

So tomorrow I have to be up and at my church by 8:45. IN THE MORNING!!! HOW AWFUL! No I guess it's going to be ok. I get to ride in the big brothers and sisters float. I'm so excited. I go and work with some littles and then I get to be trained on Monday. And then I can get my little.

Today was annoying. I got my car inspected, I waited for 1 hour and 45 minutes. Only to find out that my car failed because of a rear tire. So then I go to Wal-Mart and have them put on 2 new tires. That was another hour. Then I waited 2o more minutes to have the people put the sticker on my car. I could have done it in like 3 seconds. Oh well what are you going to do?

Yet another day in the neighborhood

So today was another boring day. I took Danny to his vision therapy class. And that is about all the excitement for one day. Tomorrow I have to take my car to be inspected and something about rear door latch corosion. I don't know and then I have a jazz band concert thing at like 7:15. That's about all the more excitement I can stand.

Any way I found out that my boyfriend couldn't go with me, but we got the dates changed so he can go now. YEAH HOW EXCITING. So I'm going to my sisters on the 27th to July 2nd or 3rd. YEAH!!!

Macaroni Salad

So nothing to exciting happened today. My mom went to work at like 7 which was cool. I went to youth that was fun. We talked about cults. That was interesting. And my boyfriend also gave me a new charm for my bracelt. I really like it. It's the balance of justice. It's fitting seeing as that's what I'm going to college for. :) And he also told me that he would probably be abel to go to Cincinatii with me! Yeah. How totally exciting. I really hope he can go!!!

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I'm sure I'm unsure

So, I'm in-love. We talked about marriage and such yesterday, I don't know how to explain how I feel. I guess I just always thought that I'd fall in-love with someone and then they'd sweep me off my feet. My current relationship has not been much like my dream. Don't get me wrong I'm in-love with him. I'm 1oo% sure about that. He just hasn't really sweept me off my feet yet. Which is ok, I guess. I want to be able to explain this to him. I'm just having an extremely hard time finding the words. So I think I might know what to say now. So here goes:

It's not so much the getting married part. (Getting married is important to me don't get me wrong.) It's the being loved and showing everyone else that you are important to me. It confuses me when you say that you love me, and that you want to be with me. But you don't want to right now. I have always felt that when you see something you want, you go for it, you don't wait. I know you like to be "prepaired". I do too. But I guess this is something that I don't feel that anyone can be prepaired for. You don't have to take care of me now, and you won't have to till we are married, or having a baby, or till I'm 80 and can't move anymore. I've always been independant. I've never been very sure how you feel about my independance. I don't want you to propose unless you want to. I just don't want you to feel like I'm a burden. I just want to love you and be with you forever. I don't think that I'm afraid that your going to leave me for someone else. I just want to be with you forever.

Long day

So we took my sister to cincincianatii yesterday. That was no fun. We didn't get there till 4 in the morning and sleeping was tough. I sleept for about 2 hours in the car. And when I got home yesterday I went to bed at like 8:30. I was so exhausted. So my sister is spending a month in Georgia. It will be silent and quiet around here. YEAH!!! More yelling for me....Just kidding.

Ok so Nancy just called, and she is going to get me accepted for the big brothers and sister program. And Saturday she asked me to be in the parade and work for them. Which means I can't march but there are more of them. So it'll be ok. And I'll work for them from 2-4 also. And then be in the dunking booth for an hour after so 4-5. And she's even going to try to get one of the littles to work with me....to test the waters....It's going to be fun!!!

Graduation

So as of about 7:45 p.m. June 3rd, 2005. I am a TITUSVILLE HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE!!! I have finally done it. This is the biggest acomplishment of my life. And this is just the beginging. I have college in the fall. I will attend the University of Pittsburgh Titusville, under the major of Political Science and Pre-Law. I think this world needs someone to defend those who truly need defending. So anyway I'm exceptionally tired. So nighty night.

Practice

So tomorrow is my graduation practice, and bacalaurate. I can't believe that everything is really going down. Graduation and everything. I can't wait for it all to be over, but it's sad that it's all got to be over. Well it doesn't got to be over, but there isn't to much I can do to fail now. Seeing as I'm already graduating with honors it's a little to late for that.

My sister is in Youngsville tonight, and will be here tomorrow, makes me all so excited. YEAH!!! I miss her. I'm glad that she is coming and will be here for it (graduation that is).

I got to spend the whole day with my boyfriend. It was so nice. It was so nice to just curl up in his arms and feel the whole world just dissapear. My mom really kept cheesing me off. So I ended up speeding out of my drive way. It was kind of fun. But I felt bad because I left Ken. I really wanted to be with him as much as I could. I love him so much. We went shopping and out to dinner at Subway with my mom and such. Yadda yadda yadda.

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Senior Banquet

Today was my senior banquet. We drank punch and had dinner. We found out that Brittany Carr is our Validitorian. WOOOOOO HOOOO no not really. Ummmm.....What else. We got our senior mugs and such and we also got our cords and shawls, as the school likes to call them. It is offical I will be graduating with Honors as well as a National Honor Society under my belt. I can't believe that I will really be graduating Friday, but to add NHS on top of that. It's crazy. My sister is coming for graduation. So I can't wait. I haven't seen her in a while. I really want to.

I really feel like a lot of people I never really talked to are acknowledging my being. It's kind of nice to be noticed. You know?

I get to see my boyfriend tomorrow. YEAH!!! It makes me happy!!!

Other than that nothing to much is really happening.