Obviously still awake

I know I know, 5 a.m. There is a lot going on in my head right now. I went over to my friends house, she and her fiance's place, and we hung out for most of the day while he slept. (He works 3rd shift) Well she woke him up for dinner at around 5:30 and and he played with the kids while she and I cleaned up. Anyway, his brother came over later that night and we were "playing" around. You know one would grab your arm and then while you fight back they fight back hard kind of thing. You arn't suppose to get free. Harmless. Nothing wrong with that. Until I the one started to spank me. My instant reaction is to tell him that that is not ok and that my boyfriend would not approve. That should solve any problems. I went back to sitting on the railing minding my own business. Well here he comes again, pushing me off the rail, while his brother is pushing so I don't fall off. When he stops pushing back I go forward because his brother was trying to prevent me from falling. And he hits me again. So again I tell him that's not cool, my friend told him to knock it off, I wasn't ok with that, his brother told him to knock it off. We have all now told him that it's not cool to hit another guys girlfriends butt. (I have told him at the top of my lungs) I'm now starting to get really pissed, but I don't want to leave because I'm having a good time with my friend. So I go up stairs and she follows me we talk, the boys come up and I go right back down the stairs. The game went on for about 20 minutes when he left to get pop and I flat out told my friend and his brother that I was really offended and I would have to tell Chris. When he came back he was like I want to talk to you. So I went down and talked, he appologized and said that he wouldn't do it again, he just got carried away. I told him that he crossed a line even after I told him not to. I told him that you can't just smack people and think that they are going to be ok with it. I tried to fight back, but he just fought me harder. I feel guilty, I feel in the wrong. I asked my friend and his brother if I had done something to provoke it, and that I wanted them to be honest with me. They both said no, and that he had gone WAY to far. They told me that I had told him to knock it off and that he didn't listen, probably because he thought I was kidding. Why is it that when I say no some people don't listen to me? I want to be a good girlfriend, I don't want to ruin the best thing that has ever happened to me. I feel bad for her because she has to go through this everyday. He thinks that she's just there for his own personal enjoyment. I'm respected for my mind and my opnions, he just wants her for sex. She won't leave him, and that's her decision. I'll stand by whatever she wants. But so help me if he EVER lays another hand on me.......you get the idea.

~Upset~