Home Sweet Penn State

My boyfriend is leaving for Penn State on Tuesday. But today is the last time I get to see him before he goes back. I guess it didn't really set in until earlier this afternoon. I just started crying on him. He keeps saying that I, meaning me, will be ok. I know his going back doesn't affect him as much as it does me. He likes it there. He has a good time. He has friends and he can be himself. But I can't call him and I can't just drive 10 minuets to get him. :'( I know he likes it there. I just don't want him to go. :'( I feel like such a sissy. I just don't want him to go. :(
I know I have said that already. It was just so nice to have him home agian. I don't want to have to go back to driving 3 hours only to see him for a few days. I wish there was another way. I know he has to go, I just...I don't want him to.

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