Clams and Japan

So it's like 3 in the morning and I'm so tired. But what am I going to do? Nothing. You know why? Cuze there is nothing I can do. Anyway:

I feel like everyone is leaving me. My "twin" is going to IUP, my boyfriend is going to PSU, well I don't know where anyone else is going. But who cares. I just don't want anyone to leave. I'm not ready for this. I want to go back to high school. I'm not ready to be a college freshmen.

I don't know. I guess you can't always get what you want.

Yesterday was my niece Makalia's birthday. For you loyal readers out there you know that she passed away. But anyway she would have been 7. So Happy Birthday KK. And I hope that walking in the butterfly field is every bit as exciting and fulfilling as you thought it would be. I love you.

~MORE LATER~