At The Root

I got on line this afternoon to find out that my boyfriends father told his mom, who hates me by the way, that I visit him and that I'm coming to visit this weekend for my birthday. So now he's worried that his mom is going to cut off his tution. I don't know what to do. I feel so awful. If I had broken up with him, if I had never told him that I liked him, he wouldn't be in this situation. If I hadn't visited he wouldn't be in a bad situation. I don't want to be the reason he loses everything he ever wanted.

These Words Threw some chords togetherThe combination D-E-FIs who I am, is what I doNo one's gonna let it down for youTry to focus my attentionBut I feel so A-D-DI need some help, some inspiration(But it's not coming easily)Whoah oh...Trying to find the magicTrying to write a classicDon't you know, don't you know, don't you know?Waste-bin full of paperClever rhymes, see you laterThese words are my ownFrom my heart flownI love you, I love you, I love you, I love youThere's no other wayTo better sayI love you, I love you...Read some Byron, Shelly and KeatsResided in over a Hip-Hop beatI'm having trouble saying what I meanWith dead poets and drum machinesI know I had some studio time bookedBut I couldn't find a killer hookNow you're gonna raise the bar right upNothing I write is ever good enoughThese words are my ownFrom my heart flownI love you, I love you, I love you, I love youThere's no other wayTo better sayI love you, I love you...I'm getting off my stageThe curtains pull awayNo hyper bowl to hide behindMy naked soul exposesWhoah.. oh.. oh.. oh.. Whoah.. oh..Trying to find the magicTrying to write a classicWaste-bin full of paperClever rhymes, see you laterThese words are my ownFrom my heart flownI love you, I love you, I love you, I love youThere's no other wayTo better sayI love you...I love you, is that okay...?


School is going to kill me. I swear. I have so much work. I can do it I think. I just need to read and get everything in order. By next week I hope that everything will be ok. I hope that everything will be back to usual. You know what I mean? Eh anyway....I'm tired and I have class in the morning.

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