So I talked to my boyfriend about the army. He pretty much said me or the Army. How do you decide? When someone says that I love you, but I'm not giving up my job for you, does that mean that it's pretty much over right then? How do you give something up? Comparmise is one thing. Choosing. How do you just let 3 years go? Maybe I need to though. Maybe I need to let go of this, Army thing. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to feel, or who to talk to about it. I thought my boyfriend and I would be able to compramise this....and work it out. But it looks like the whole thing has been thrown at my feet. 6 hours ago I was ready to enlist and go to basic, now I don't know. I don't think I can. But I don't think I can't. Break my arm or bloody my nose, but don't make me choose.
"Never have so many owed so much to so few." -Winston Churchill
It's so true. I think I owe this to my country. I think I owe this to myself. But do I do it?
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