Calling

Today was calling. It was so different to see her just laying without her machines and tubes. To see her peaceful for the first time in her life. It was difficult. It didn't look like her. She never just laid still, she was always moving. I wrote something to put with her. From me you know. Just a little note. I will, when I graduate give my nhs cords to Steph. Makalia was so looking forward to being there. I don't know what to give her. I don't know. I just want her to look like her agian. You know. I'm done now.