Not enough

I realized today that I'm just not enough. I had a pretty bad day yesterday, nothing I did was enough. No one took me seriously, anything I said was a complaint, I was oggled by a stupid guy, and it only got worse as the day went on. I talked to Chris online and just completley broke down. What does anyone see in me? The question that it all comes back to. How can anyone deal with me? Why put up with me? I went to school today, I contributed in Detective fiction and for the first time my professor agreed with me. I thought Chris was right today is going to be better. And then I came home for lunch. My mom tore into me about how I'm not an adult because I left a sweater in the dining room and how I shouldn't use my idiotic lawyer stuff on her and people. She was seriously screaming at me and I was just trying to talk. I know your all thinking you talk? I did I tried to be an adult and be civil. And she just kept screaming at me. I'm just never enough. I will never be enough. What do you people see in me, because you must be the only one who see's it. Torn apart all the time. There is nothing to be seen here. WHAT DO YOU SEE IN ME?

~Crushed~