I know I posted earlier, but so much has happened today. I went back to school and got a test back that I thought I had completley bombed. It's not the grade I would have wanted but for going in completley pissed off and not giving a damn it's good. I then went to my math test and there were two problems that I was unsure of. I'm proud of myself. I am trying really hard this semester. I know I screwed off last term, but I'm trying. My back still hurts, I can't figure out why. I took some pain killers and put a heating pad on it. I have spent about 2 hours out of my brace today. It will be ok tomorrow. It's been a trying day, but the smile hasn't yet left my face. I can't wait to see what tomorrow brings. I'm so glad to be back to me. I like being happy, and confindent. I honestly don't know what came over me the last couple of days. I'm going to make good on going to the gym more frequently as soon as my back feels better. I want to start running again. I want that to be my outlet again. To clear my mind and go numb. :) Nothing better. Well, that's not completley true, I can think of one or two things and one person that are SO much better then that. I'm just glad Chris has put up with me. He is so amazing. :)
~Smiling~
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