Cemetery

Like I said before, I think it's time for a stop at the cemetery. I need to get somethings off my chest. I need to just talk and know what I say is going to be heard and that I will at some point get an answer. So I went to the apartment and picked up some more of my stuff. And then I went to the cemetery. I wasn't there long. Twenty minutes maybe. My shot glass was still standing and that made me happy. It's not broken and it's all in one piece. :) That makes me really happy! But anyway, I just let it all out. I talked and Daddy listened, just like he always did. I felt like I had to explain to him why things didn't work out between me and Ken. I had to appologize that I let him down, but I felt like I had to appokogize because the other end of the deal wasn't held up. I told him all about *****. I told him everything about him, and how he treats me like a princess and that he makes me so happy, I can't stop floating.

Daddy, I know you are proud of me. I know, I've faultered a little. I know you wanted me to be happy, and to make the most out of life. "To grab it by the horns and make it do what I tell it to." I know I don't come and see you as much as I should, and I miss you so much! I would love to see you give me the thumbs up one more time. But I know that's me being greedy. You are happier now and you arn't suffering anymore. So I will survive with that knowledge.
"Every now and then soft as breath across my skin
I feel you come back again and it's like you haven't been gone a moment from my side."
Don't forget to check in, every now and then. I love you!

~Unsure~