Break Down

I went to change my voice mail like I do from time to time and it said that I had a message. I was a little suprised, so I check it. 5:39 he called me, because my sister was on the phone and the call wave answered. I HATE THE STUPID CALL WAIVE! We dropped there service because we don't need it anymore, but it still answers calls. RRRRRRRR......I feel freeking miserable. I read some more of "Farewell My Lovely" I hate it. It just seems to be all jumbled together. I'll give it some more time. I did almost all of my math, my brain has just shut down. I still need to read for my Afro-American History class, I'll just have to do it tomorrow. I have a test Friday. This just could not get any better could it? My back is killing me, I don't have time to breath, and I'm pretty sure ***** hates my guts. I know I know it's just the stress. Relax, breath in and out. Debbie is already talking me through that. I had a bad night last night, I didn't sleep, today was no better. I'm just stressed out. I don't know if I just need to scream, or cry or what. Pittsburgh's starting to look so far away again. Tomorrow is Wednesday, the week is half over and it feels like it's just starting. I'm starting to feel that draging feeling agian.

~Down~