Am I dreaming?

Alright, loyal reader's. Saturday. I know, I know. You all want to know. And even if you don't....I'm going to tell you. :)

Alright well first of all I got lost, I miss a turn. Nothing new for me. I ALWAYS get lost. :) So anyway when I finally found it, he called me by the way cuze I didn't call him by the time I was suppose to be there, and he had no idea where I was. So I went and sat on a park bench and called my mom till he got there. He came and rescued me from everyone! We went back to his room and just sat around and talked. Back to him sitting on the bed and me in the chair. I kept moving and shifting, because I was uncomfortable, and he called me on it, so he said that I should come sit next to him on the bed. Well, so we were watching "Meet the Fockers" and I was leaning up against the wall and he asked me if I wanted a pillow so I took it and put it under my ribs and he gave me another one and I put it under my head. I ended up leaning up against him. So a little while later he puts his hand on my leg it and my hand was relatively close to that, so what does he do? Grabs my hand! HOLDING HANDS!!!! :) AHHHHHH!!!!! Exactly what I was thinking. :) I was screaming on the inside and smiling on the out. Well anyway we goofed around and picked me up out of his chair and put me on his bed a couple of times. I was wearing his NY hat, which I guess is a big deal. He said it's the oldest thing he has that's there, he let me wear his hat! :) Oh! Well then he "kicked" me out of his chair, and I laid down on the floor and then he was like ok, ok you can sit on the chair again and I was like, no you kicked me out. So he steps over me and grabs my hands and was doing "calistetics" and then he was done. :) Well then he wanted my hands I figured he just wanted to hold my hands so he grabbed my wrists and pulled me up and then he grabbed me around my ribs and put me on his lap and then he put his hands under my legs and put them over his other leg. So he had one hand on my back the other on my knee, his hat on my head and my arm around his neck. I kept asking him if I was crushing him, and he kept saying "No, I like this." :) AHHHHH!!!! Again. Alright, so later we are sitting on his bed watching the GSN, I think, I don't remember. And he gets up and starts walking around. Which wasn't a big deal, he just seemed uneasy. Like he had something to do, or somewhere to be. You know? The way his room is set up it's like two rooms. He kept walking around and I was really starting to feel uneasy, like something was going on and I had no idea. So I asked him what was wrong? And he said nothing he had just been sitting down a lot today and he just felt like he needed to walk around, I was like are you sure? He was like yea, I just need to just walk around. So he comes and sits down next to me. He looked at me, and I looked at him and just dismissed it as nothing. You know that feeling where you aren't looking at someone but they're watching you? Well I got that feeling. (Keep in mind I'm still wearing the hat) He starts to lean in and I was like woooo what is going on? So I pulled my head back, like an inch, and then it hits me HE WANTS TO KISS ME! So I lean in and yea, there was some fireworks on my end! :) HE KISSED ME! THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR! So later he walks me to the parking garage and I show him my car, because he's never seen it. I open my door and put my stuff in and try and get everything all set, directions on the passenger seat, bag on the floor, cell phone in reach. He comes around to my door, and turn and hug him, well I tried and once again I screwed up, because I tried to put my head over his shoulder and he had other plans. So when he said "No that's not going to fly" I then realized he was trying to kiss me. So when I was just about to get in the car he put his hand out and I being who I am gave him a five, well he put his hand out again and I was like, in my head, alright I'll shake you hand. He takes my hand and kisses it. :) OMG! Why am I so dense? I don't think I'm dense I think I'm just so caught up in all of it that I just don't see it coming. :) He gave me one of his hats and his aviators. :) Nice! He told me that he's going to come to me next. :) That is amazing. I don't think anyone will ever understand how truly happy I am. I seriously feel like I just woke up from the best dream of my life. :) It would be great if I never had to wake up, but I will take whatever I can get! :)

~The happiest girl in the world~