Totally Unamazed

Well, lets see, NOTHING HAPPENED TODAY!!! Wow how amazing. Lets see I spent the day in school and then I went to work, and had a lovely time, and then I went to youth. Followed by coming home and eating dinner. I've been so lost in my own mind latley. I have so many things swirling in my head. I have so many thoughts and feeling. I feel like I'm in a lost world surrounded only by those things that make me tick. Nothing makes me feel, I don't understand. I think it's just a phase. I've felt like this before. It's nothing new. I think that maybe I'm growing apart from people. You know what I mean? My thoughts exactly. I wish that I knew what to do. I wish I knew what to say. Sometimes I feel like that if I just cry everything will go away. There is only one person who can make the world go away, my boyfriend. He doesn't make fun of me. He doesn't critize me. He inspires me and makes me feel loved, needed, wanted and cared for. No one can make me happier. I just hope he knows that.....