The last couple of days have been really ruff. I've been having bad days. Things just haven't been right, or felt right. I find something out and then when I try to talk to someone they yell at me or ignore me. I go somewhere with someone and they act like I'm not existant. You know? I haven't been myself, I don't like myself. Not right now at least. I feel out cast and un-loved. I know that I am. But I don't feel it. I feel like everyone hates me and is mad at me. I feel like I'm falling back into the way I was before. I hate myself. I hate my apperiance. I hate me. I wish I knew how to get people to understand me.
School is getting closer and closer to an end. And grauation is getting closer and closer. Things are starting to hit. Hit for real. That might explain my mood, as of late. You know what I mean.
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