So everything was going ok. I said something about things not feeling right, and now I may not have a boyfriend. He said he needs to think things through and figure out what he wants and needs. We have 3 options:
1. Stay together
2. Break-up
3. Take a break
I don't think that 2 is a good idea, I don't know that I like 3 either. But it's not ultimatly up to me. I look at the saphire that he gave me, and I don't know what it means. He asked me if I could still visit him and my friends at Penn State. I don't think I can. In fact I'm almost sure that I couldn't . I would give things back, I would have to give everything back. I don't know that we could be friends. There is to much there, for me, to know if I could just be his friend. I don't think I could. I think it would be to painful. I don't know what to do. I'm scared. I guess though that there is no other way to be. I just don't know right now.....leave me a message and I'll get back to you after the beep..............................................................................................................................................................
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...........................................................if you didn't get it already, it's not going to beep.
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