So the ever grade but seniors had testing today! Yay for that. I hate standerdize testing. Anyway, testing aside I was still really stressed today. I don't really know why. I guess most of it could be the reilization that graduation is only 45 days away. Part of it could be that it's the last nine weeks and finals are coming up. Or part of it could be all the crap and busy work that they are making us do. I don't honestly know. I was so stress that I ripped off my nails today. Now before you all go gross. They were fake. I just couldn't stand it anymore. I couldn't type and I couldn't write.
My boyfriend and I talked last night. He said that he would like to be married in 5 years. And almost positivly by 10. I really hope so. I love him. I don't want to sound like I'm useing anyone, but I want the security of knowing that I won't ever lose him no matter what get's thrown at us. That we can get through anything together. I guess what I'm trying to say in a lot of words, is that I don't want to lose him. I don't think I could handle that. I think that that might just kill me. But I'm sure you know what that's like, being 18 and in love with someone. I don't know what to say or do. I just kind of follow what my heart says, even when I know something I do might not be the smartest thing...though I can't really think of anything where that is true.......
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