I haven't felt like me today. Something didn't click over when I rolled out of bed. I wish I could explain to people how I feel sometimes. No, I wish people could walk in my shoes and see why I am how I am, and why I do what I do. How can I be who I am at my age? I believe the things I do, I stand behind that. I won't change me to please you. The question "Am I good enough?" has always plagued me. I never seemed to be enough for my parents. Though my mom says that she "expects more from me." How is that far. Talk about unwanted stress.
I have a paper that's due tomorrow for my history of jazz class. Hurray and yea for exciting. Not, I will finish it tonight. The big plan. I'm going to start the final for that class tomorrow I think. I need to rip the music and then make the notes. I can pull it off if I start tomorrow.
I turned in my 40 and 20% projects in again for an improved grade today. Well I hope for an improved grade.
~"Today I'm Fine Without You"~
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You know, sometimes you just don't know what's coming.All you can do is brace yourself for everything. I don't think that anyone will ever completely understand why you are the way you are.But you are the hardest and most demanding of yourself. And sometimes I wish you'd take it a little easy. Loves my twin!
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