Yes the little clock at the bottom says it's 4:11 a.m. I'm well aware of that, but my body hurts so bad and I feel like I need to throw up so badly that I cannot sleep. Here is the catch 22 if I don't go to sleep I'm going to throw up and if I do I'm going to throw up. At this point I just want to sleep so the pain stops. I'm sick of cramming tylenol down my throat. My eyes hurt from all the crying. I just can't win. I can't get comfortable, my back is killing me. Nothing makes it better. I don't want to keep taking tylenol, but I can't deal with all the pain. It's not like someone's pinching me and I'm just being a sissy. I feel like I'm being stabbed by my own body. I need someone to rub my stomach, I'm not a dog and don't make me sound like one, because it would help. But I don't have anyone who is awake at this time of day. So I guess I'll just keep crying until the tylenol kicks in or until my body gives out. One or the other......
~No Words~
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