Picnic and a Cold

I went to Clarion to visit some friends. Kris told me that her family was having a picnic and she wanted me to go, so Dylan and I packed up into the car and we went, well around 7 I started to get stuffy and I couldn't stop caughing. So we left and I still don't feel any better. I've taken sinus pills and tylenol. You know I've never had allergies this bad. Hopefully things won't be this bad in South Carolina.

I counted it out today, 5 weeks and 2 days. I leave in 5 weeks and 2 days. It's kind of scary, what if I fail? What if I can't do it? I know I need to not think like that. I'm sure everything will be ok. Being gone for 5 months is a really scary thought. I don't want to be gone for that long, but I guess I have no choice.

I heard something amazing today, "It's like when you get a cut that get's infected and then it leaves a nasty scar that never goes away." It's so true. We all have our "scars." Things have happened to all of us that leave us bloodied and broken and sometimes with a couple of scars.

~Sick~