Sunday, May 21, 2006

It's Not So Bad

I'm trying to keep my mind busy, trying to think of anything but MEPS and the Army. I reality that I could be leaving in July is starting to set in. July 7th, the day I ship out and the day my family leaves for vacation. I have to find someone to take me to the air port because no one can push the vacation back one day. Doesn't matter that I'd be leaving for the Army, doesn't matter that I won't be home for f ive months. Just matters that this vacation has been planned longer. That really bothers me that everyone is more concerned with a stupid vacation, but I guess I know what is more important to people, I just want to say that it's people like me that give you the right to blow your own kids off. I'm excited but I'm really nervous. I want in, I want in so bad I can taste it. I haven't wanted anything this bad sense I got my license. Please just cross your fingers for me, I know it will work out the way it's suppose to.

~Nervous but Hopeful~

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