3 years and 10 months. Today would have been 3 years and 10 months. I've tried to ignore the wound that is where my heart once was. I keep thinking I'm going to be fine, that I've moved on or come close to it. And I'm shut down. Not even close. I love him so much. As hard as I try to stop I can't. He doesn't want me back, he's over me why can't I be over him? I called him to get some help with my math, I almost burst into tears. Nothing that anyone said, just that I miss talking to him, I miss everything.
No one has called me back about my applications yet. I'm waiting and hoping. I think I might go out tomorrow after I work out and see if anyone is hiring.
~Bloodied and Broken~
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