Why some people get the shaft, and why some get lucky. Why some people have money and some don't. This leaves me broken hearted. I myself have been fortunate. We have money, no I'm not rich, but we have enough. And I don't think I've gotten the shaft with parents or friends. My boyfriend however, he has been shafted and never enough money. While that isn't his fault, no one thinks ahead. While I think I'm slowly getting to the point where I don't care if we get married or not. (*any time soon that is*). I often wonder if the reason he's so, apprehensive about getting married is his family life. No one has ever really spent anytime making him feel special, buying him cool things, you know stuff that kids like. He just gets the brunt of all the yelling and screaming. I want him to see that I'm not his parents, that I'm not his family. I'm, almost an outsider looking in. Except I'm his girlfriend. I love him, and nothing could change that. I guess being married isn't all it's cracked up to be anyway. I just want to be with him. And if that means that I'll just be the girlfriend for the next 15 years, as hard as that may be, I'll be there. We've gotten through so much together that nothing could tear us apart. (*well maybe one thing.......MY NOSE*) That was for you babe. I hope your smiling. :)
You are the only man in my life. And you know that. Yes, you have made some mistakes, and so have I. Some of your's may have been worse than some of mine, and some of mine worse than some of yours. Nothing breaks my heart more, than to see you hurt. You know that if you need me, I'm here. I always will be here, I care about you.
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