Alone in the group

I went shopping today with my friend. It was fun. We went to the mall and then to wal-mart. Nothing really happened. We just kind of walked around. Then she came over and we watched a movie. That was fun to. But this has nothing to do with the title.

So we watched "The Princess Diaries, Royal Engagment." And of course you understand the title it explains a lot about the movie. I guess, I've just started to feel so alone in a group. It doesn't seem to matter. All of my friends are pregnant, or engaged or both. Ever where I look people are getting married or engaged. I guess I just feel, by myself. I don't want to bring it up. I don't want to upset anyone, especially my boyfriend. He says he's not ready, so I guess he isn't. There is no point in it. I want so badly to start some part of my life. Seeing as the rest of my life is ending, I want something exciting and something that I want to happen to happen. My whole life is pretty much coming to a complete stop. I have nothing to look forward to. Not really. I don't really feel like there is any hope for anything exciting, or romantic to happen. I can only wish. I don't want to feel alone, I want to feel like a part of the group agian.