Monday, February 05, 2007

-9 and Exhausted

So I have decided that tomorrow I'm going to start going to the gym. I'm going to start hard core abuse. 2 miles every day. Sit-up's, push up's. I need to look like I did when I came home. I need to feel like I did. I'm going to drown myself in school, and self abuse. "This to shall pass." I figure it got me through 3 months of training at Bragg. It will get me through this too. I'm exhausted I got 45 minutes of sleep last night. I guess you'll have that when you cry all night long. Oh well, my life will continue. S0 the question is do I want to deploy early? Or do I want to stay here until '08?

~Pondering~

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey Beautiful...sounds like we need to talk!!

You should do a weekend road trip down here...that would be awesome!! :-)

Anways, I love the new layout!! It's very 'perdyful
I love you!!!!!

Erin

Al said...

Babe, we need to talk.