Songs

Eleanor Rigby- Beetles

Ah, look at all the lonely people
Ah, look at all the lonely people

Eleanor rigby picks up the rice in the church where a wedding has been
Lives in a dream
Waits at the window, wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door
Who is it for?

All the lonely peopleWhere do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?
Father mckenzie writing the words of a sermon that no one will hear
No one comes near.
Look at him working.
darning his socks in the night when there’s nobody there
What does he care?

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?
Eleanor rigby died in the church and was buried along with her name
Nobody cameFather mckenzie wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave
No one was saved

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from?
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong?

Hey Jude- Beetles

Hey jude, don’t make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.

Hey jude, don’t be afraid.
You were made to go out and get her.
The minute you let her under your skin,
Then you begin to make it better.
And anytime you feel the pain, hey jude, refrain,
Don’t carry the world upon your shoulders.
For well you know that it’s a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.

Hey jude, don’t let me down.
You have found her, now go and get her.
Remember to let her into your heart,
Then you can start to make it better.
So let it out and let it in, hey jude, begin,
You’re waiting for someone to perform with.
And don’t you know that it’s just you, hey jude, you’ll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.

Hey jude, don’t make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her under your skin,
Then you’ll begin to make it
Better better better better better better,
oh.
Na na na na na ,na na na, hey jude...

I think these are two of my favorite songs.

"The winter here’s cold, and bitter
It’s chilled us to the bone
We haven’t seen the sun for weeks
To long too far from home
I feel just like
I’m sinking
And I claw for solid ground
I’m pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
Oh darkness I feel like letting go
If all of the strength and all of the courage
Come and lift me from this place"

I guess I've kind of hit a low point. I told you all that my boyfriend and I got into a fight, but I guess I shouldn't want him to pay so much attention to me. I just like to talk to him, and feel like I'm close to him. I'm trying really hard to back off. In fact I barely talked to him today. I don't want to bother him. I just don't want him to forget I exsist. And I asked him to help me with my math, and I know he was annoyed that I wasn't understand one of the problems. I mean it took me forever to finally realize what I was suppost to do. I don't like being dumb at math. I hate being inferior to everyone else. I know it's not his fault he's a genius. Sometimes I just wish I was just as smart so I wouldn't have to look like an idiot in front of him. I'm afraid he's getting annoyed with me. I don't think he wants me to apply to Penn State anymore. Once upon a time he wanted me to live in his single and now he says that I shouldn't, because we'd drive eachother nuts. I'm not sure how I feel. He said he thinks that we might be to used to eachother. :'(

~Crying and afraid~