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I got home from Penn State today. I got home around 5:30. I had a really great weekend. We played games and hung out. Any best of all my boyfriend and I cuddled A LOT! I really missed him. I had a really good birthday.

He's having a really hard time. I told you all how his dad told his mom. I understand that he's having a hard time trusting people. Someone did something, this person did this, and he doesn't trust himself. He's always had a hard time trusting people. I guess it just sucks that I have worked so hard to be the one he could confide in, to be someone he could talk to and now it's all been distroyed. I guess it's back to block one, and you know what I'm cool with that. :) We had a kind of "heart to heart."

Honey: I love you so much. I want you to know that no matter what happens, I will always stand behind you and love you. I know sometimes we get irratated and annoyed. I know sometimes I do things you don't like and sometimes you do things I don't like. I think we need to be more open with eachother, like we used to be. I think we have tryed to just make eachother happy instead of talking to eachother. I know we were kind of in a ruff spot. But I think that things are ok now....at least I hope they are. I love you so much. If you don't want me to come and visit or if you don't want me to apply. Please tell me, you seem so stand-offish about the topic. I love you. I hope your week is better than last. <3

In other news, my ears are still driving me nuts. Oh well, I think it's just going to make my ears explode and then everything will be ok. But then I guess I couldn't hear. Oh well, guess you can't have both! :)

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