Drew

So nothing to exciting has happened today. I woke up to work out this morning to go work out and I about threw up on the floor. I decided that that just wasn't a good idea so I went back to bed. I ran a mile though later. I accually ran into a friend who said that I looked like I was losing weight. So that makes me feel really good about myself. I think I look better, and more defined. I just want to look and feel good.

My right ear isn't feeling any better at all. It's so awful. I just want to put a spoon in it and dig it out. It hurts so bad. I don't feel like doing anything at all. I'm not sure this medicine is doing anything for it at all. You know what I mean?

I'm not sure what I have done. I think I have really pissed my boyfriend off this time. He out of no where said he was "leaving", the conversation. I don't know what I did or said. But I feel really bad for it. :'( I love you babe! Please don't be mad at me.

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