Do you ever feel like your just going through the motions? You are just alive. You are just breathing, you are just moving. That if you stopped maybe no one would notice? You know I seem to be stuck in this state today. I can't seem to shake the feeling that no one would notice if I just stopped. I mean eventually someone would notice, because they'd need something from me, and want me to do something for them and then they'd wonder what happened to me.
Did you ever just want to be happy but you knew that no matter what you'd probably end up unhappy? I'm waiting, waiting for the catch. There always is one. Good people always finish last. What is it about the world and finishing last? Why can't anything I do be easy? I just want to be happy. I want things to be easy, I just want to know that someone really fucken cares and wants to be with me for the rest of my life. But what are the chances of that?
~Confused~
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