Alright first I just want to say that it's so nice to be able to empty my mind to you agian.
Anyway, it seems to me that as of late I've been "beating boys off of me with sticks." It seems that sense I've been home from the Army guys have found me more attractive. I can understand why. I have lost 39 pounds, I look healthier and I feel great. Plus I'm dressing myself better. I don't know I guess I'm just not used to guys trying to get my attention. I'm always trying to get theres. A little make up, clothes that fit properly and straight hair and the guys seem to flock. I'm so not used to that. I'm not sure if I like it or not. I'm just trying to be cute and myself. Then I agian I guess that's what most guys want, a cute girl who's going to be herself. All I want is a good man, who will be a good boyfriend and will turn into a great husband and father. All I've ever wanted to be is a good girlfriend who will be a good wife and then mother. It seems to me that it's harder to find a good man then it should be. I've been cheated on and left for other women. I don't understand why, I'm not high maintence by any means. Pay a little attention to me, hold and kiss me now and then and I'm happy. I want my other half to be happy. Anyway I'm rambling, my mind has calmed a little, at least enough I hope to sleep for a while.
~Calmer~
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it is amazing what men will do for a girl who is just a little smaller than before, who is a little more like the normal american girl. im not saying that being smaller is bad, just that it causes people to realize that the same person, with teh same mind, and same attitude as before is just a little more attractive and it seems that they see the light better. im not saying all men are like that and girls dont do the same. but myself being female, seems to have had expereince with males not wanting to date me cuz i am a little above average weight. they think im great to hang out with and love to do stuff with me but they cant take romantic involvement because i am a semi-bigger girl than most.
i do agree it does seem harder and harder to find a good man with good intentions. i will find one someday...i just hope it sometime soon....
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