So, I'm in-love. We talked about marriage and such yesterday, I don't know how to explain how I feel. I guess I just always thought that I'd fall in-love with someone and then they'd sweep me off my feet. My current relationship has not been much like my dream. Don't get me wrong I'm in-love with him. I'm 1oo% sure about that. He just hasn't really sweept me off my feet yet. Which is ok, I guess. I want to be able to explain this to him. I'm just having an extremely hard time finding the words. So I think I might know what to say now. So here goes:
It's not so much the getting married part. (Getting married is important to me don't get me wrong.) It's the being loved and showing everyone else that you are important to me. It confuses me when you say that you love me, and that you want to be with me. But you don't want to right now. I have always felt that when you see something you want, you go for it, you don't wait. I know you like to be "prepaired". I do too. But I guess this is something that I don't feel that anyone can be prepaired for. You don't have to take care of me now, and you won't have to till we are married, or having a baby, or till I'm 80 and can't move anymore. I've always been independant. I've never been very sure how you feel about my independance. I don't want you to propose unless you want to. I just don't want you to feel like I'm a burden. I just want to love you and be with you forever. I don't think that I'm afraid that your going to leave me for someone else. I just want to be with you forever.
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